Decisions.. Why do they have to be so hard? I guess it's because we make them that way. I know i certainly do. When I make a decision, too much thought goes into it. So today, I decided to just DO something with my life to take me one step closer to who I am supposed to be
Step one: look for an apartment
Step two: contact various people about rooms for rent
Step three: create a serious resume
Step four: apply for jobs
Step five: wait
Here is where the hard part comes in, and time to test if I have really learned some things and have changed. I'm a huge stressor; money, weather, school, doing my hair, you name it. Everything causes me stress. Something I had to learn over the past while that I've been neglecting any sort of contact with the outside world was to let go of all that worry and let things just fall into place. This unfortunately involved some decision making but hey, you win some and you lose some.
Right now, I feel at ease and I feel secure. I know I have a place to go if I don't hear back from a job right away, I know that there are tons of people out there looking for someone to rent a room if the one I'm currently looking at does not work out, and I think that that is the key to not stressing: knowing that one decision does not cause the impending doom that is the end of the world.
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