New Beginnings

 One day, I want to wake up overlooking the water, listening to the rush of waves, and smell the salt air..
But until then, I have to start new, learn to appreciate what has been given to me through culture and try and ignore all the darkness forced upon me.

Float on

Scary, crazy obnoxious-in-the-stomach feelings always come from mixed signals. Are you doing something wrong? are you doing something right? are they just nice? are you too naive? Honestly, these questions rarely get answered for me because I always just give up. 

Instead, this time, I'm just gonna go with the flow, and that's what I'm starting to feel is the right thing to do. Floating is harmless, haters are gonna try and pop your bubble but that shit can be indestructible. It's time for me to take control of my own happiness. I have a job that is fantastic, a place to sleep, the cutest bunny in teh world, I have plenty of reasons to be happy, and so I will be.

I think that at the end of the day, we take things the way we want to and no one can ultimately decide how your day ends except for you. Trust in yourself, before you trust in anyone else.

A Little Bit of Insight

 

All I'm searching for is something to believe in, something that makes all the black days mean nothing when a little bit of color shows itself. 

When the time comes to breath, I want to taste the sweet air. My lungs have long been filled with the bitter taste of dispare that I forget what life taste like.

I will not lose the memory of the beauty in the black and white, but I will not long for it either, as a world full of color is a world that one soon wont forget.

my photographs, my words.

find something that speaks to you.

"In Her Eyes"
-Josh Groban

She stares through my shadow
She sees something more
Believes there's a light in me
She is sure
And her truth makes me stronger
Does she realize
I awake every morning
With her strength by my side

I am not a hero
I am not an angel
I am just a man
Man who's trying to love her
Unlike any other
In her eyes I am

This world keeps on spinning
Only she stills my heart
She's my inspiration
She's my northern star
I don't count my possession
All I call mine
I will give her completely
To the end of all time

I am not a hero
I am not an angel
I am just a man
Man who's trying to love her
Unlike any other
In her eyes I am

In her eyes I see the sky and all I'll ever need
In her eyes time passes by and she is with me

I am not a hero
I am not an angel
I am just a man
Man who's trying to love her
Unlike any other
In her eyes I am
In her eyes I am